Childhood-Story:
1947
Donnie Goode eats worms.
Once, I ask him to do it.
He does. . I'm heart-sick. . Never again.
POETRY
Janet Winans' book
"STAIRCASE OF ROOTS"
Off The Grid Press
My cover
Janet Winans' book
"STAIRCASE OF ROOTS"
Off The Grid Press
My cover
Childhood-Story:
1949 "The Spanking"
Can't remember what I did.
He tells me to lie on my bed.
Picks the bench up over his head.
Hits me three times on my butt.
I call him a bastard and try squeezing-hard not to cry.
Today is Monday, September 29, 2009
Nick and I really ''finished'' the Website
Let down comin' ?!.
We'll just ease on down the line . . .
and go tweak it again
Nick and I really ''finished'' the Website
Let down comin' ?!.
We'll just ease on down the line . . .
and go tweak it again
I hear:
Your group could start on the top floor
and my group could start on the bottom, ..or. ...
Vietnam and into our future:
No Draft = More Wars.
Ironic.
Norman Mailer knew it then !
No Draft = More Wars.
Ironic.
Norman Mailer knew it then !
I hear:... He thought it was a little bit mo' down than it was ...
I hear:
You're makin' me hit people with this
You're makin' me hit people with this
Childhood-Story:
1940s SilverPines Camp and Sleep-Overs
It's not fun if you wet your bed.
Camp, at night and in the morning, goes real badly.
Cabin-Buddy. Heine Kuechler's compassion saves two summers:
"Don't worry, Billy.. We'll just hang it up to dry"
And we hang it up a lot.
In 7th grade I stay awake all night at Cutler's to escape the demon.
In 7th grade I stay awake all night at Cutler's to escape the demon.
The father leaves our house - the demon goes with.
I hear:
... Pretty soon there 'r frogs everywhere ...
... Pretty soon there 'r frogs everywhere ...
Childhood-Story:
1945 Frankie's Accident
I'm playing in the backyard.
Frank is 5, takes my bike and rides off around the corner.
People are yelling and hollering.
We run down the block to find him lying in the street.
All our neighbors are there.
My father screams at me , "Go home Billy. Go home. Get out of here."
Two weeks later Frank comes out of the coma.
I teach him how to walk and talk again.
I don't remember the father being there.
I hear:
... she has a 2 year old biting, biting, biting
the shit out of his big sister ...
... she has a 2 year old biting, biting, biting
the shit out of his big sister ...
Childhood-Story:
1938-2010
I stop wetting my bed the day he leaves for sure.
He has another family and a daughter.I am "estranged" from my father real early.Why else do I block, put-out-of-my-mind
and find stored way beyond everyday retrieving
the fact that my half sister Sarah is murdered.
1938-2010
I stop wetting my bed the day he leaves for sure.
He has another family and a daughter.I am "estranged" from my father real early.Why else do I block, put-out-of-my-mind
and find stored way beyond everyday retrieving
the fact that my half sister Sarah is murdered.
BECKETT:
" ... after long vain reckonings the head falls back among the data."
from "Mercier and Camier"
Childhood-Story:
1944 Turf stuff
We chase a kid who bikes into our neighborhood.
He's riding frantically fast - hit by a car at the corner - broken leg.
I meet him later in the year, by accident, and apologize.
I hear:
Stand back, Sweetie. I can't see the ...
Stand back, Sweetie. I can't see the ...
Childhood-Story:"The fickle finger of fate
The moving finger writes
And having writ moves on"Our wee boy band of jr high friends
starts saying this to each other in 1950
when life deals us a perceived shit blow.
The moving finger writes
And having writ moves on"Our wee boy band of jr high friends
starts saying this to each other in 1950
when life deals us a perceived shit blow.