Thanks Again ..Jin Zhu,. "killeryellow.com" !

Weston Naef emailed me today.
I have pictures in 2 shows at The Getty, today.
It's news to me.

I hear:... compromises ... I don't think she remembers ...
... I wanna be rational about it ... meeting ... racist ...

I hear:... you know the white ones no longer fit in the big one ...
... 21st century ... only one completely dilapidated tree ...

Childhood-Story:
Wee-1950s-Teens Applied to,. Put-Down-Received .or Purge-Requested
As in, .I got .or. I need :
A ream..steam. n a .dry clean

My Ground-Up-Caveman-Diet?

Pleasure !?
I got 3 emails from folks who found Pictures of mine in London.
Tate Gallery, "Exposed". .Show is up now through 10/3/10.
It's news to me.

Leonard Michaels
"The Collected Stories" !
And now, back to Heinrich Boll..

I hear:... that should answer the question,
'You don't know what you're talking about'.
Tell them I'll be there.

Sorry
I drag along similar defects
Like.. tremors
Like . anxiety
Like . mouth out front
Like . thinking is so hard

It will be noted:They died in their sleep
Like they lived

Happy Birthday Nancy
Thank You !
"The sanest one of all ", MDD

The SUV pulls into the bottom of my big-window-view on the Pacific
Obliterating a 1/16" x 3/8" piece of my 'transcending'
I'm annoyed and anxious for some minutes
Soon enough - this truck is my just-fine-anchor

I hear:
Even in the short term you have to make value judgements ...
I hear:
I've been all over the place, ya know ...
There's change to be done everywhere ...
I hear:
Get over here !

I hear:
Everything I do is wrong... Everything I do is wrong....Everything ... right ?!

Self-Worth #1s

Freedom to Sex

Sexual Control

Sexual Know
Able To Partner

Childhood-Story:
From age 3 - at bedtime - I tell Monet stories from my childhood.
I ask her what age she wants me to be in the story - then I remember.
"5". .1943, .OK. .
Mom has the measles. She has red spots all over her body.
The Doctor comes; she must stay in the dark, be taken care of, and
she will be fine.I bring Edie grapefruit for 3 days.

I hear:
I like it when it's clean over here too.

Childhood-Story:
Best-Sleep-Walking .1950
Our rooms are separated from the house and separated by a bathroom.
Frankie wakes me up, "What are you doing ?!"
I'm standing in his closet peeing into his shoes.

I hear:
Well, your psychiatrist called and asked questions.
Well, she wants to know if you're still hearing voices.
I told ...