Friend Tom Consilvio killed himself in 1991.
No one has told me he left an explanation.
I create my own.
With respect due to you and others.
Tom's suicide, a crucial bonding with his beloved teenage son Amos.
Amos had terminal cancer.
Tom hung himself so Amos would find him.
I imagine Tom saying,
"Amos, I love you so much.
I know you will understand.
I take my own life to honor you and yours.
To prove my love in this dramatic form.
To acknowledge your courage facing your own death.
To join you in this adventure.
To set the natural order of father before son.
And knowing you will show your brother and others how to live and die.
Amos, I love us as father and son."

A friend wants to help a docent-partner get more:
What I advised my BHS art and photo Kids,
If you want to diddle in the dark . . . ok
Otherwise, when looking and wanting to see-feel-think stuff:
Best to start with 'facts' - what is actually there?!
Do it over again until fuller.
You do get to decide if it's worth it or no!

Subject: You got me in a fun hurting place DH! + worst 'exposure' ever! 
I'm a 99% guy who wants the 1%er's $$$ to do test prints +++ then I'd decide all this!

But then you'd be a 99% guy who couldn't afford my gallery prices  
we'd be unconnected   + me a fool!

!Love this   rather exhilarating  actually.

Much of our fun depends on viewing distance and print size!

Attached are two files.  Look and try to imagine

Here are a few choice paths and we could dig up cool s'mores ... more befuddling!?

#1- This tweaked version of my original file (which was little league underexposed)

       will not show much 'noise' in the shadow areas  which will show as black 

       but you lose the 'open' quality in areas, ie: women and men - balcony ...

#2- This other tweaked version will show some 'noise' in the dark areas and overall

       but will show more 'information' in some featured areas.         

#A- Size n distance matters ... a 15x15 r smaller #1 viewed closer up 

makes for having some cake and eating size.   

Viewing a 20x20 #2 from further away negates the 'noise' of choosing this more 'info' #2 picture.

#?- How'd you even find this sukker    there are others...?!

#!- "Fuck you Bill!   Got a horse ta ride outta here on?!"

Dave does whatever...     
Os me

99%  =   =   + + + + + + +

Right Now  Flickr 

Website   Nick and I

BooYaaHere!

Nancy  Monet  Moses  Esther  =  Wonderful ... Os

Think and Feel Our Histories.
Our BALTIMORES!

Reply - answering questions and 'talking':

See here Dave ! :

Os  Bill.

99%  =   =   + + + + + + +

Right Now  Flickr 

Website   Nick and I

​See how I do my 'Signature'!?​

​This tells big-stuff​    in the me-mind.

-

Dignity & Digital - Occupy & mePolSelf & Control & ++++ 

= left the speculative-capitalist and unproductive art scene for greener internet sharing +

= way more connections than galleries n postcards! +
-

Do not do trouble on my acct = I can fit-in w/o skippin' beats ... it's about TRUCKIN'... 

+ telling me dates of your regular tours!  (Promising I'm 'guided' like the no-name 99%er I am.)

= save n redeem your sweat-miles for loved ones n really big-shooters!

So  now wat up ?

'talks' ...  folks  'want'  'romantic'  'talkers'  'name recoggers',  

 "Honey!  What's her name's at DiRosa! Let's go!"

= save n redeem your sweat-miles fer a duh big hoot.

Dear Dave    Look around the actual room   breathe   we'll have our fun r whatever ...

Folks have been fired getting me too close          fine - a few fired-up!

Dave?!: 

Subversive-relevant gesture: 
make a bizcardsize hand-out-thing  with all my internet links ... probably not.

Os Bill

note I put on FB:

Damn-again! You know what I believe ...
I'm a COMMONist-NoRacism-NoOligarchy/Plutocracy +++ & a share guy!
capitalism is a fucking-all evil! ... human-nature aids & abets!
I'd best just ride outta here bareback on my pictures . . .
bs: Ho! probably will post my 'Buy' page every weakend ... oy! say-wat?!
My pleasure, Bill.

http://www.nytimes.com/2015/04/12/magazine/the-radical-vision-of-toni-morrison.html

KEEP ON TRUCKIN'... Honorable Mister Dixon White! My mother is rollin' way happier in her ashes!
See YouTube, please. Os Bill.

My Flickr response to member "Paradise.Found" request not to use/pilfer his pictures.
You n me found.
"Pilfer: thieve, purloin, filch, appropriate, steal, especially in small quantities...
?capitalist definition of sharing!
We do do our own dictionaries!
Fun pain pleasure ++++
KEEP ON TRUCKIN'... P.Found 
Bill = billdane.com/ "

THE Women In Black.

"Knuc If You Buc"
me:  
capitalism = evil
(human nature heavily involved)
= racism + 
= all of us pretty damn soon enough ...
& we will all see what we all do !
Os lil'billy

Courtesy of the Flickr picture-sharing site - I met Жека and his pictures !

Я кричал в вашем направлении, Жека!
Вы мастер Жека бизнеса и Жека искусства!
Нам повезло!
Привет вашим товарищам там - всегда с вами!
Мы живы в удовольствии олигархов.
Они теперь запустить планету = Oy! = Худшее!
Обама не имел никакой власти $$$$$$$$, ребята!  
У нас есть любит музыку и наши фотографии! + + +
Слушайте моего сына-в-законе песни, "Ode To России", мы плачем, как всегда ...
http://lofisymphony.com/music.html
Любовь к вам всем от нас - Билл.

or
I am yelling in your direction, Жека!
You are the master of Жека business and Жека Art!
We are lucky!
Greetings to your comrades there - with you always!
We are alive at the pleasure of the oligarchs.
They now run the planet = Oy! = the worst!
Obama had no power against $$$$$$$$ guys!
We have our loves  music and our pictures! +++
Listen to my son-in-law's song, "Ode To Russia", we weep as forever ...
http://lofisymphony.com/music.html
Love to you all from us - Bill.

New study that drummers are more intelligent than . . .
I've got your new study, dude, right here next ta the rest of 'em, bra, n next ta nothin' ... 
But  "from each according to ability - to each according to need", comrade! 
Marx studied lots!   Os me

Follow your gut.
Not ruling out other helpful organs n systems.

Dudes, manipulation is rampant ...
"San Francisco '15"
You gotta believe some of us!? sometime of the time ...
The street in San Francisco, 2015 ... really.
Then, I do use Lightroom5, which is admittedly a junior photoshop -
and actually makes for more fun than my old film stuff
-darkrooms-processing-enlargers-prints +++ -
and oy nasty chemicals oozing into pieces of me ...
!Now please, go away electro-EMFs!
Abrazos Bil

Be  thoughtful - curious - listen!

Be not afraid of the knowledge of our past and others'  . . .

​I love You Moses    We love you​ Moses

Dad + + +

Cosima-Moses  Feb '15
where's Oakum?

¡ i am telling you ...look what i found !
¡ i feel it (doesn't) just happen/s !
(perhaps in a commonist culture = unnecessary ?!)
piled n pooped on all sadnesses = i cringe n crawl on ... wit hombre Beckett . . .
Os  Bill

email stuff:

"The Thacker school number 10 on the most elite. 
Most elite outside of northeast."

I ain't no "Thacker"   it's Thacher dude    & no pennies for us! 
=  ho ho ho 'n a so-lucky jumpa I be   to date!   (marry?) ... we'll chat!

"Apologies!" 

Os - I dont need no stinkin' apologies 

Mommy schooled me to ignore all bygone-uppity-class doo doo

but = I do have her stories + yale-grave-sites + mayflower hype on both sides
small $ + mother + ¡hella good Luck and Chance! = Life - Empathy +- !?
i'm just tryin' ta  KEEP ON TRUCKIN'...   here 'n there 
lil'billy    aka: William Thacher Dane