Childhood-Story:
Wee-1950s-Teens Applied to,. Put-Down-Received .or Purge-Requested
As in, .I got .or. I need :
A ream..steam. n a .dry clean

My Ground-Up-Caveman-Diet?

Pleasure !?
I got 3 emails from folks who found Pictures of mine in London.
Tate Gallery, "Exposed". .Show is up now through 10/3/10.
It's news to me.

Leonard Michaels
"The Collected Stories" !
And now, back to Heinrich Boll..

I hear:... that should answer the question,
'You don't know what you're talking about'.
Tell them I'll be there.

Sorry
I drag along similar defects
Like.. tremors
Like . anxiety
Like . mouth out front
Like . thinking is so hard

It will be noted:They died in their sleep
Like they lived

Happy Birthday Nancy
Thank You !
"The sanest one of all ", MDD

The SUV pulls into the bottom of my big-window-view on the Pacific
Obliterating a 1/16" x 3/8" piece of my 'transcending'
I'm annoyed and anxious for some minutes
Soon enough - this truck is my just-fine-anchor

I hear:
Even in the short term you have to make value judgements ...
I hear:
I've been all over the place, ya know ...
There's change to be done everywhere ...
I hear:
Get over here !

I hear:
Everything I do is wrong... Everything I do is wrong....Everything ... right ?!

Self-Worth #1s

Freedom to Sex

Sexual Control

Sexual Know
Able To Partner

Childhood-Story:
From age 3 - at bedtime - I tell Monet stories from my childhood.
I ask her what age she wants me to be in the story - then I remember.
"5". .1943, .OK. .
Mom has the measles. She has red spots all over her body.
The Doctor comes; she must stay in the dark, be taken care of, and
she will be fine.I bring Edie grapefruit for 3 days.

I hear:
I like it when it's clean over here too.

Childhood-Story:
Best-Sleep-Walking .1950
Our rooms are separated from the house and separated by a bathroom.
Frankie wakes me up, "What are you doing ?!"
I'm standing in his closet peeing into his shoes.

I hear:
Well, your psychiatrist called and asked questions.
Well, she wants to know if you're still hearing voices.
I told ...

? Phillip Glass and his Baroqueness, 1600-1750 ?
Phillip Glass' AncestorsLiving in the Venetian Ghetto, someway
Assimilating Vivaldi-Corelli-Albinoni-et al.
Perhaps finding Handel somewhere in
Germany or Italy or England.
Certainly. someway. cohabiting with JS Bach.
Magic all around.

Walked and Looked for 3 hours today.
Not one picture.
Losing it ?!
Edie lived and carried on 'til 89 years.
Moses would say, "Ha ha ha, Dad. You'll be 72 soon enough !".

Growing up in Ojai at Thacher, Mom and her cousins do
horse-camping over the mountains into The Sespe.
Looking for warm a Diamondback shows up in Edie's bag.
Edie is in it.No coil .. No strike !
Last night a slug moves into our inlaw-rental.. dust-panned !

1959 Mt Meisner, near Eschwege, Germany
We lived as an Army pod in their countryside.
No wonder they went along !